choices

[Odah]

we are a species of free choice..for much of the last several thousand years.. those choices have been limited to very few ...chosing to live the most painless path posible for as long as possible.. leaving it up to Karma to smack us around with problems to mix thing up and force us to grow ..often going through the same problems over many if not dozens of life times ..

but the world we live in and more so every day.. offers a chance to break free of karma..to dump it..and to take a path of growth with out the need for fate to smack you with problem after problem.. i personaly amd still getting smacked with problems ..but i am aware i can step out when i chose ..when i personally have had my fill of the drama and suffering ..that goes along with Karma ..

i have backed awat from this bored .. partly because i had no desire to take part in the drama here when i have quite a bit going on with the people around me .. partly because i needed a more positive view of the future ..and what is going on now ..than here can provived ..as i don't belive a cull is comming..at least not on the world i will be on ..and i see the powers the be acting desperate no conident...throwin many of the less important elites under the bus.

I personally believe we are in for a few more years of trouble with increasing harsh weather ..and floundering governments unable to revive the economies ..having to cut their spending and the havok that will cause ..but no cull.. not 3rd world war and as more people become aware of the net the powers that be has built around us..more people will exploit the large holes in the system wall.. that where hidden because most didn't know there where walls ..

we have choices and more choices all the time .. do we still want to live in the Karma drama .. the fear and trauma based system the runs are lives that controls us with money..that hits us with constant messages of fear on Tv ..on the radio. in our music ..in our movies ..in our religions.. in our alterantive media.(.which pretty much teach us that everything is currupted and ment to destroy us) ..

if we keep chosing to be afraid of everything .. to latch onto trauma.. to look for something to fight against .. to fight even those close to us.. that is our choice ... we are all addicts to the human drama ..and events of today ..have speed it up..stuck it in our face and given us every opportunity to feed on the drama as long as we want ..as long as we chose to..

i say this admitting that i still chose to.. but day by day i have no desire to look for more drama to put on my plate .. i have no desire to look at other peoples drama.. drool as i read or watch it.. only to compare it to mine .. it doesn't make me a better person than any one else.. the onl;y person we can ever be better than is who we where yesterday ..

the world we where born into.. those of us over 27 anyway.. was a world that was supposed to be wiped away in a catastrophy by now.. where most people where to die in a cull... that world didn't happen.. and the world built to be wiped away is crumblinging because it was never meant to still be hear ..

we have a choice ..do we fear so much and get other to fear .. that we put the world back on the path of war..or do we look at the world sprouting up in the shadows and take part in the new better world that will replaces this one that is falling away .. the world in the shadows being one the powers never expected to be there ..

ahh i ramble when i should sleep and i may just leave this hear ..and dissapear into the night .