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Looks like as time speeds up towards december 2012 we'll be seeing more discussions on matters which impact human consciousness, as of late we have seen some people promoting solutions to the world's problems by using the same tactics which are designed to serve a sociopathic elite, we've been visited by Jesus himself, a vampire alchemist seeked to feed on people's energy and "love & light" is making its presence on the stage now. As Avalon keeps digging its own grave and as the 2012 meme burns deeper on the minds of people we'll be seeing all kinds of proposals... but right now I'd like to focus on the new age "love & light" cancer, a cancer that infected me for a short while back in december 2009 and early 2010 (I mentioned this bit on another thread, but I got the dates mixed up). All right let's see where this goes.
By this point most members on this forum should know that embarking in a quest for truth can be quite painful, the ackowledgement of a world gone mad can burn deep into you being, at times it can be so tiresome that you'll want to get a glimpse of hope, seek for so called positive solutions. It is admist this crushing reality that the new age religion has a strategical advantage, for it offers a quick shift of the present reality into a better future where not one single soul has to experience suffering anymore. The masterminds behind this cancer are clever, they were able to capitalize on the alternative shockwave.
It seeks to make people feel good, pretty thoughts, pretty words, pretty future, pretty people, pretty, pretty, pretty. It claims to give people support and lend strenght, it claims to unite all people so that they become ONE unstoppable compassionate force. Nothing could be further from the truth, in fact “love & light” is using the capacity of humans to get drugged on so called positive projections, it plays on the premise that if it feels good, then it must be good... but no it is not good, it is destructive, a dangerous force which is damn good at ideological subversion and emotional subterfuge.
Back in october 2009 I started to get into symbolism, secret societies, psychological operations, human ego, human consciousness, ancient civilizations. It was some heavy duty exploration because I was coming out of a self-induced sleep, you see since I was 15 I started to question things more seriously, religion was the first ideological cancer to be killed, then politics and economics... then all of a sudden I fell asleep again, not a total slumber and religion never made its way back to my consciousness, but for some reason, the truths I knew about economics and politics were more of a “curious fact” thing in me, I even had some dreams about getting an economics degree, make a lot of money and live like a king... ah the dream of a pawn... anyways August 2009 comes, I rent a film called revolver which explores the subject of ego, things starting to click after I watch it, my jaw on the floor at realizing the truth contained within the film, from that day on I came back to my senses and bowed not to fall in slumber again, now is more of a realization of its dangers, rather than some imaginary ritual.
Anyways, by november I got into ancient civilizations stuff and found it fascinating, I found myself what it meant for myself and for human history at large. At this same period I kept exploring other things too, with more awareness of the dynamics of the human psyche. One day I was looking for more stuff about ancient civilazations, alien presence and all that, I came across a site which claimed to get messages from some groups of extraterrestial beings who knew things about humanity’s true history ,they were trying to topple the evil elites, revealing fundamental truths about our true nature and giving insights on future events which would bring a golden age, full of peace. Now this alone wouldn’t have been enough to get me hooked even back then, but the propaganda those assholes use can be very clever... they were mixing truth in their cancerous messages.
They talked about secret societies, the debt based monetary system, occultism, propaganda (ha, how’s that for irony?), etc. I was seduced by the truths they used as bait and by the messages of hope, not that I’m placing the blame on them, after all I was the one who bough that sh!t. I started to pay attention to those channeled messages from who knows how many channelers and different sites, not even one of them could agree with eachother even if they were receiving messages from the same group or entity, but my idiotic lust for hope was stronger than critical thinking. I started to watch loads of UFO videos and thinking that those triangular shaped things were the black projects of the cabal, the rest were those galactic ships, property of the Ashtar command, GFL, Galactic Councils, White Hats, Ascended Master, Angels, Heaven’s Hosts who were communicating with us, showing people that they were helping us behind the scenes. There I was looking all over the internet to get my next shot of hope, my fix of “love & light”.
It is very interesting to see the sorcery those people use, even more interesting is to observe the patterns of my own thought process in retrospective. As I said before I wasn’t hooked for long, 4 months was the period of quick fixes and I really didn’t fell extremely hard and that’s why it gets even more interesting.
You see I wasn’t paying attention just to that kind of propaganda, I had a background in exploring what was going on with a critical mind, I was listening to people who exposed the true dynamics of the elite, I was processing information coming form people who studied occultism, I was exploring psychology, I even had an easy time recognizing people’s patterns, the patterns the average Joes and Janes use to avoid facing reality... so all of this was in conflict with the “love & light” propaganda, it really is a sugarcoated version of organized religion, you know god loves you and loves peace and helps those with enough faith and who do good deeds, yet the world has been a big fu ck up for who knows how long... in a similar fashion the forces of “love & light” are all powerful, even the so called primal source is helping... yet the world still remains a big fu ck up. To add another element of interest, I was never one to embrace mushy stuff, I found it stupid in my late childhood years and I found it stupid in my early teens... yet here I was buying mushy propaganda.
So continuing with this retrospective, I can see that I was shutting myself down, I was trading truth for hope, my Self for salvation, critical thinking for blind faith... even though I knew there was a conflict of information, I was making a pact with the devil.
What the hell did I do? Well I compartmentalized my mind, I knew there was a heavy conflict but I decided to avoid clashing both views, I refused to have an informational battle, I created comfort zones which could feed both views, but I decided to make “love & light” stronger, I decided to feel good about the idiocy around me, about the zombies because after all they were going to ascend with me and the nightmare would be over, just like that in a single instant... I started to believe that at the end, nothing matters, because it’s all an illusion, in the end what matters is that we just care about one another in a compassionate way, I wanted to believe we were all ONE big family going back home, I even took the “everyone lives their own truth” mantra in the same fashion as religious people talk about “everyone is free to believe whatever they want”, I took it as a scapegoat to avoid the clash of conflicting views and escape from my own anxiety.
While this was going on, I literally heard a voice in the back of my head, a voice with exactly the same tone as mine and it was telling me: “you know this is all bullsh!t”, “you know they are playing with your emotions and expectations”, “you know you are lying to yourself”. Indeed I knew this and I was messing myself big time, but I wanted to bury those facts, use my psychic dumpster. That voice didn’t stop – I wasn’t hearing it all the time by the way – until one day, some day in early march 2010 I just came to terms with myself and faced my stupidity, I fully acknowledged I was buying into a dream designed to keep me numb, I made peace with the fact that truth hurts, but no amount of mushy bullsh!t was gonna do it for me, no, no, no, I was gonna grow big balls and face the damn truth about the world and about myself and that truth included my own mediocrity. It took me about a month to completely kill the monster I created within myself, a monster I created and fed with “love & light”.
How’s that for a close encounter with bullsh!t?
So yeah I know firsthand that in the name of love you can become a monster, an idiot, a weakling, someone who buries their head in their ass, now I understand that compassion and love are not solely about consolation and acceptance. Love and Compassion are flaming swords, capable of getting under people’s skin, they get personal, and they attack the messenger if needed, capable of criticizing others and one’s Self, they can be aggressive, they can be fierce. They can also console, but you must be able to tell when consolation is needed, when it can be used to heal, this takes practice. To know when to use the flaming sword or the soothing kiss takes practice, it takes patience and it takes many fu ck ups.
I also learnt the hard way that Light cannot only heal, but it can also destroy, light can blind you and drive you mad. Light is also capable of killing your spirit of rebellion, it can make you submit to authority figures and talismanic ideas, Light is capable of destroying your consciousness, your very being. Just to use an example, think about a criminal in the run, escaping from the police... at some point the police men catch up with the criminal and they flash an intense light at the criminal, the objectives? Avoid being attacked and in the process break any fighting spirit the criminal may have left in him/her.
You see “love & light” dogmas can easily break someone and looking at my own experience, it concerns me, because people who are starting to explore deeper layers of reality can get easily hooked and they’ll be drinking from the poisonous rivers found in the “love & light” dystopia.
Just to end this little essay (or attempt at an essay), I’d like to share some quotes which I think are related to this matter, one shows an ingredient to the medicine which is required, the other shows how an overwhelmed individual can enter a process of self-inflicted damage.
“The Shadow describes the part of the psyche that an individual would rather not acknowledge. It contains the denied parts of the self. Since the self contains these aspects, they surface in one way or another. Bringing Shadow material into consciousness drains its dark power, and can even recover valuable resources from it. The greatest power, however, comes from having accepted your shadow parts and integrated them as components of your Self. Everyone carries a Shadow, and the less it is embodied in the individual’s conscious life, the blacker and denser it is. At all counts, it forms an unconscious snag, thwarting our most well-meant intentions. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.”
- Carl G. Jung
The sick individual finds himself at home with all other similarly sick individuals. The whole culture is geared to this kind of pathology. The result is that the average individual does not experience the separateness and isolation the fully schizophrenic person feels. He feels at ease among those who suffer from the same deformation; in fact, it is the fully sane person who feels isolated in the insane society — and he may suffer so much from the incapacity to communicate that it is he who may become psychotic.
-Erich Fromm
Oh and something about Love:
Ironically that comes from a channelling; nevertheless I think it elaborates on the subject nicely... Some material from that guy is good, in other parts I smell BS, and his bigger picture is suspicious to me. Shows ya the informational field must be treaded carefully.Originally Posted by From “The Great Love” by Marshall V. Summers
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The Formula shows the ever present dynamic of "love & light" propaganda and the dynamics of self-denial
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